Dream casting (The Catch Trap, Marion Zimmer Bradley)
- Caleb Landry Jones - Tom Zane, Jr.
- Giulio Berruti - Mario Santelli/Matt Gardner
Love is for children. I owe him a debt.
that one fandom that gives you all the feels despite not being in it
sunday mornings can be beautiful, but it’s beautiful like a fresh soft flower or a laughing child in play, not the shaking grizzled hands of a matriarch or the weathered bark of a great, ancient tree
if hours were cigarettes, sunday morning is the one you have when you’ve just woke up, stiff muscles, eyes crusted and mouth dry, lazy smiles at the thought of dalliances and amusement to come
and tuesday 2am is when you tarry in the midst of ceaseless labour, the anxious smoke you steal in the break you’re not supposed to have, when time permits you neither to sit down nor to wipe the sweat from your brow
and you look at the stars and you shudder in the cold and you look at your hands and you look at your brothers and you don’t even know what to think but dear god in this moment you are alive
Here’s the thing. Every time I see Colin’s face, I’m reminded of Cathal. And it hurts.